new year. new body. new me.

haven’t eaten today…so proud..i love the sense of accomplishment i get when i go all day without eating.

i feel like such a fat ass.

For breakfast I had two sausage links, eggs with cheese and bacon, juice, and a donut.
i feel so sick.
ugh. 

i-believe-its-possible:

when I don’t eat I feel:

• beautiful
• confident
• sexy
• unstoppable
• invincible
• empty
• light
• pretty
• worth something
• excited
• happy
• thin

when I do eat I feel:

• angry

• depressed
• worthless
• fat
• disgusting
• heavy
• like a let down
• ugly
• scared
• disappointed
• like a failure
• like I want to die

After ten days on the ABC diet, Im stopping.

Im starting my own diet and I won’t be eating more than 500 calories a day. After the ABC diet, 500 feels like a lot.
I just can’t handle the changing calories each day. So 500 each day should be much easier. And that equates to at least 2 pounds a week, plus whatever I burn from exercise.